May22013
surfvivor: owen-hot body

surfvivor:

owen-hot body
9AM
toddbourke: if anyone in Newcastle or Port Macquarie would like a surfboard or canvas drawn on for some $$… i am always free and would love some extra money haha. feel free to contact me 

toddbourke:

if anyone in Newcastle or Port Macquarie would like a surfboard or canvas drawn on for some $$… i am always free and would love some extra money haha. feel free to contact me 
April92013
n-everwere: THE SUBJECT ENTERS ADMISSION: HOWEVER; SHOWING SEVERE SIGNS OF REMORSE, STRUGGLING TO COPE WITH HIS OWN STIGMA. WITNESSED ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS DESCRIBING HIS SOUL AS A “BASTARD”. WHEN ASKED TO ACCEPT HIS OWN POWERLESSNESS, AND SHOW A CREDENCE IN A HIGHER POWER, THE SUBJECT RESPONDS NEGATIVELY, CLAIMING “DEATH IS THE ONLY SALVATION”. THE SUBJECT BEGINS TO DISPLAY SIGNS OF REGRESSION: FAILING TO SEE, IN HIS OWN WORDS, THE “WRITING ON THE WALL”. IN A STATE OF DISCONNECTION, THE PATIENT COMPARES HIS DISPOSITION TO THAT OF SLEEPWALKING. AS THE SUBJECT COMES TO RECOGNISE HIS ACTIONS, HE DEMONSTRATES STRONG FEELINGS OF ANTIPATHY FOR HIMSELF, BELIEVING THAT NO ONE WISHES TO “SEE OR HEAR HIM”. IT IS AT THIS STAGE WE SEE A TRUE ADVANCEMENT, AND WHAT I WOULD DESCRIBE AS AN EPIPHANY FOR THE SUBJECT.FINALLY COMING TO ACCEPT HIS DISEASE, AND REALISING IT CANNOT BE CURED, YET CAN BE ARRESTED, HE VOCALISES THAT HE CAN NEVER “BURY” NOR “SEVER THE FEELING” HE ENDURES. THE SUBJECT COMES TO THE REVELATION THAT HIS AFFLICTION IS, IN HIS OWN WORDS, “SEMPITERNAL”.IT IS THE REALISATION OF PERMANENCE THAT ALLOWS HIM TO BEGIN TREATMENT OF HIS CONDITION. THE SUBJECT BEGINS A PROCESS OF SEGMENTATION, DISTANCING HIMSELF FROM INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE ENABLED OR HARMED HIM IN THE PAST, REFERRING TO THEM AS “SNAKES”. AS THE SUBJECT PROGRESSES IN HIS RECOVERY, HE DESCRIBES EMOTIONS OF DISCORDANCE TOWARDS INDIVIDUALS HE PREVIOUSLY BELIEVED TO HAVE STRONG EMOTIONAL CONNECTIONS TOWARDS, CLAIMING THEY HAD LOST TOUCH. FURTHERMORE, THE SUBJECT DISPLAYS AN ELEVATED STATE OF AWARENESS REGARDING MATTERS HE BELIEVES HE WAS PREVIOUSLY APATHETIC TO, SHOWING DISSIDENCE TOWARDS CERTAIN SOCIAL ACTIONS AND BEHAVIOURS CITING THAT NO ONE IS CHANGING ANYTHING. THE SUBJECT DEMONSTRATES WHAT IS KNOWN AS AUTOSOTERISM, THE BELIEF THAT ONE CAN ONLY OBTAIN SALVATION THROUGH ONESELF, AT WHICH STAGE HE EXPERIENCES A COMPLETE REFORMATION, SUMMARISING; “THEN I FOUND OUT HOW HARD IT IS TO REALLY CHANGE. EVEN HELL CAN GET COMFY ONCE YOU’RE SETTLED IN. I JUST WANTED THE LONELY INSIDE ME TO LEAVE, BUT NO MATTER HOW FUCKED YOU GET ITS ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU COME BACK DOWN. THE FUNNY THING IS, EVERYTHING I WANTED, I ALREADY HAD. THERE’S GLIMPSES OF HEAVEN IN EVERY DAY IN THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE, THE MUSIC I MAKE, THE LOVE THAT I FEEL. i JUST HAD TO START AGAIN.”

n-everwere:

THE SUBJECT ENTERS ADMISSION: HOWEVER; SHOWING SEVERE SIGNS OF REMORSE, STRUGGLING TO COPE WITH HIS OWN STIGMA. WITNESSED ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS DESCRIBING HIS SOUL AS A “BASTARD”. WHEN ASKED TO ACCEPT HIS OWN POWERLESSNESS, AND SHOW A CREDENCE IN A HIGHER POWER, THE SUBJECT RESPONDS NEGATIVELY, CLAIMING “DEATH IS THE ONLY SALVATION”. THE SUBJECT BEGINS TO DISPLAY SIGNS OF REGRESSION: FAILING TO SEE, IN HIS OWN WORDS, THE “WRITING ON THE WALL”. IN A STATE OF DISCONNECTION, THE PATIENT COMPARES HIS DISPOSITION TO THAT OF SLEEPWALKING. AS THE SUBJECT COMES TO RECOGNISE HIS ACTIONS, HE DEMONSTRATES STRONG FEELINGS OF ANTIPATHY FOR HIMSELF, BELIEVING THAT NO ONE WISHES TO “SEE OR HEAR HIM”. IT IS AT THIS STAGE WE SEE A TRUE ADVANCEMENT, AND WHAT I WOULD DESCRIBE AS AN EPIPHANY FOR THE SUBJECT.FINALLY COMING TO ACCEPT HIS DISEASE, AND REALISING IT CANNOT BE CURED, YET CAN BE ARRESTED, HE VOCALISES THAT HE CAN NEVER “BURY” NOR “SEVER THE FEELING” HE ENDURES. THE SUBJECT COMES TO THE REVELATION THAT HIS AFFLICTION IS, IN HIS OWN WORDS, “SEMPITERNAL”.IT IS THE REALISATION OF PERMANENCE THAT ALLOWS HIM TO BEGIN TREATMENT OF HIS CONDITION. THE SUBJECT BEGINS A PROCESS OF SEGMENTATION, DISTANCING HIMSELF FROM INDIVIDUALS THAT HAVE ENABLED OR HARMED HIM IN THE PAST, REFERRING TO THEM AS “SNAKES”. AS THE SUBJECT PROGRESSES IN HIS RECOVERY, HE DESCRIBES EMOTIONS OF DISCORDANCE TOWARDS INDIVIDUALS HE PREVIOUSLY BELIEVED TO HAVE STRONG EMOTIONAL CONNECTIONS TOWARDS, CLAIMING THEY HAD LOST TOUCH. FURTHERMORE, THE SUBJECT DISPLAYS AN ELEVATED STATE OF AWARENESS REGARDING MATTERS HE BELIEVES HE WAS PREVIOUSLY APATHETIC TO, SHOWING DISSIDENCE TOWARDS CERTAIN SOCIAL ACTIONS AND BEHAVIOURS CITING THAT NO ONE IS CHANGING ANYTHING. THE SUBJECT DEMONSTRATES WHAT IS KNOWN AS AUTOSOTERISM, THE BELIEF THAT ONE CAN ONLY OBTAIN SALVATION THROUGH ONESELF, AT WHICH STAGE HE EXPERIENCES A COMPLETE REFORMATION, SUMMARISING; “THEN I FOUND OUT HOW HARD IT IS TO REALLY CHANGE. EVEN HELL CAN GET COMFY ONCE YOU’RE SETTLED IN. I JUST WANTED THE LONELY INSIDE ME TO LEAVE, BUT NO MATTER HOW FUCKED YOU GET ITS ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU COME BACK DOWN. THE FUNNY THING IS, EVERYTHING I WANTED, I ALREADY HAD. THERE’S GLIMPSES OF HEAVEN IN EVERY DAY IN THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE, THE MUSIC I MAKE, THE LOVE THAT I FEEL. i JUST HAD TO START AGAIN.”
6PM
“I’m scared to get close, but I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I’ll sink. I can’t drown my demons; they know how to swim.” Bring Me The Horizon || Can You Feel My Heart (via until-the-truth-becomes-a-lie)
6PM

(Source: me-you-at-sixx)
6PM

(via softlysilentlyscreaming)
6PM
“And when you die, the only kingdom you’ll see, is two foot wide and six foot deep.” “The House of Wolves”, Bring Me The Horizon (via novocaine-sea)
5PM

(Source: sayhellotothe-crossfire)
March232013

(Source: electrifyed, via simplyyy-c)
8AM
guccier: odd-title: tobys eyes omfg no wonder he was “pretty eyes”

guccier:

odd-title:

tobys eyes omfg

no wonder he was “pretty eyes”

(Source: prettylittlekeegan, via simplyyy-c)
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